Sunday, February 24, 2008

I had two moist explosions in my mouth tonight

Thanks to a trip to a sushibar for my friend Daniel-Linh's birthday. (Which, by the way, it's not good to bank of good sushi when you're in the Midwest and in a landlocked state.)

One of the things I ordered was nigiri sushi of ikura (salmon roe) with a raw quail egg on top. It's delicious; savory and little bit sweet. And the large orange balls that are the ikura just pop in gooey goodness against the tongue when you bite.

Some of Linh's friends around me were horrified by the order when it came out. They asked how I could think about eating a raw egg. And why is the color so outrageous. I told them: It's delicious. Between eating fish eggs and quail eggs: it's like two abortions going on in your mouth at the same time.

Then I did three finger snaps, in the shape of a Z.


* I stole the photo from someone's flickr page

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Vag-entines Day

In the words of Cartman's hand, speaking as Jennifer Lopez (pronounced Hennifer Lopez):

Taco-flavored kisses for my baby!
David made that photo. I told him it looks like he's kissing Grace Jones (with a facial hair and lighter skin).

Sunday, February 10, 2008

I (Heart) David

My hands-down favorite song at the moment is "Tiger Phone Card" off of the new Dengue Fever album, Venus on Earth. It's a duet sung from the point of views of two lovers living apart, overseas.
At first, it sounds like a simple dancey number. (That's generally what you have to go on when you don't understand Khmer: just the sound of the music itself.) But "Tiger Phone Card" is one of the few DF songs that's actually sung in English, so I had to listen to it over and over again to desifer the words (the guy's singing isn't all too clear, and the girl's Khmer accent is quite thick). But having been able to sift through the lyrics, to my surprise the song turns out to be a clever modernization of a tradition Southeast Asian "I Miss You" song.

These "I Miss You" songs come from a folk tradition and are always about a woman waiting at home (while either working on the farm, or with child; and the sky is probably raining) for her lover to return (and he's usually working elsewhere to support the family, or in the army; either way, the fact is: he's not there with her). These duets pretty much just serves as a vehicle for these lovers to lament over missing one another.

"Tiger Phone Card" follows the exact same structure the "I Miss You" (or for the Vietnamese-mind, I'll call it the "Em Nho Anh, Anh Nho Em") song. One of the staples of the structure is that the beginning has to always set up I'm over here, and you're over there, and we're thinking of the other.

Now when I listen to the song, which is on heavy repeat through my speakers, it reminds me of David. We've been living apart from one another for about 2 years now (if not counting the year and half of him at UC Santa Cruz). And though we're handling distance fine--no crazy drama, thank god--it doesn't mean that being this far from each other is emotionally easy. Ever since I was able to transcribe the lyrics to "Tiger Phone Card," I can't help but convert into a trite kid who finds insight in pop music, in this homage to cheesy SE Asian love songs. The song now feels like it was designed for us (especially how the girl starts the chorus).

Tiger Phone Card lyrics (song link here)

Guy: You live in Phnom Penh
Girl: You live in New York City

Both: But I think about you so (so, so)
So much I forget to eat

Guy: It’s 4am I check my email
Girl: I’m just about to fall asleep

Both: So I write you back and forth
For days until we'll be together


[Chorus:]
Girl: The first thing that I’ll do
Both: Is throw my arms around you
Guy: And never let go
Girl: And never let go

Guy: I call you from my hotel room
I’m sitting on the hallway floor
I know that we are so (so, so)
So tired my phone card will expire.

Girl: You only call me when you’re drunk
I can tell by your voice
It’s the only time that you
open up to me
and tell me that you love me

[Chorus]

[guitar solo]

Guy: I’m 30,000 feet high
Flying through the dead of night
I took an ambient
So you can visit me in my dreams

Girl: You were red and blue lights
Floating right in front me
Your face was so (so, so)
So bright I had to close my eyes to see

[Chorus]


(Credit: I got the audio link off of The Hype Machine blog. Also note: I'm not 100% sure on all the lyrics, such as when she says "I'm about to fall asleep" to his "4am" line, since 4am in NYC would only be 4pm in Cambodia.)

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Chuc mung nam moi!

Happy new year (of the rat).

I have nothing inspiring to say or wish upon folks, so I'll just quote something that the singer from Dengue Fever kept chanting at a show, which Meling and Denay find amusing:

"New money, new money, new money!...But boyfriend stay the same."


Tuesday, February 05, 2008

I (Heart) New York

Long time, no post. I just got back from a trip to NYC for a conference to promote the magazine I edit for. The day after my return to Bloomington, I had a short draft due for my non-fiction class. Here's the first draft:


I love Exploitation films—those cheaply produced movies that were most popular during the 1970’s; movies that attracted viewers not on the quality of the film itself, but rather by its prurient content.

Some of the more popular types of Exploitation films include Black Exploitation (or Blaxsploitation), Sexploitation and Women in Prison, Drug Exploition, Splatter/Torture Films, and even smaller sub-genres like Nunsploitation and Nazisploitation, Each of these categories sensationalize the very subject that is in their namesake. For example, Nazisploition films are always based on the premise that an underground Nazi regime is alive and well, and they are out to rule the world! Sexploition and Women in Prison films are soft-core porn-esque in that the movie pretty much serves as a vehicle for showing exhausting scenes of women placed in gratuitous sexual circumstances. (As in female characters exclaiming, “Oh my god! I just accidentally spilled this jug of water all over my thin blouse. I must take it off as the cable man walks up the steps to my house!”) Blaxploitation films, primarily involving African American actors and intended for Black audiences, are often about stereotypical African American concerns such as slum life, drug trafficking, and fighting The Man through violence and wit. Such is the case with the film Blacula, about an African prince-turned-vampire (by Bram Stoker’s Count Dracula, no less) who awakes in 1973 Harlem where he must fight to save his woman and community from the threat of White cops.



I love Exploitation films because of their campy nature. They’re unpretentious in being so over-the-top: it’s not about good filmmaking, but engaging storytelling—sheer shock. Seeing this embarrassing level of “pushing the envelope” is humorous to me. I also find it fascinating because Exploitation films, really, exploit in two directions. They exploit the subject matter they present, as well as the audience’s preoccupations with the subject matter. And it seems so appropriate, illustrative of American culture that Exploitation films would have such success in grindhouse theatres across the country during the 1970’s. Because, coming out of a decade like the 60’s, Exploitation cinema offered a medium for viewers to have a voyeuristic relationship to topics that were still taboo, subjects that had recently been pushed to the country’s consciousness.

For example, if it weren’t for the decade of drugs and rock n’ roll, there wouldn’t be drug exploitation. If it weren’t for the gender revolution, there wouldn’t have been Sexploitation and Women in Prison flicks. (Sure, these films portrayed female characters in hyper-sexualized situations of questionable political merit. But it was there, on the screen, being represented, showcasing our relationship to sexuality and female bodies.) Also, if it weren’t for the Civil Rights movement there would not have been Blaxploitation, actors like Pam Greer, and classics such as Shaft, Superfly, and Coffy. Exploitation cinema staked the seedy spot of where America’s spirit stood.



Exploitation films don’t exist today. Just as culture changed with the times, so did mainstream filmmaking and its relationship to the elements that were once ghettoed only Exploitation. Today you can find movies that easily make use of casual sex. Why call it “Torture Exploitation” when every other horror movie features characters that are forced to endure slow, painful deaths with drills, saws, and other bladed instruments? Modern movies may pay homage to or borrow influence from the genre, but nothing that can capture the essence of the culture that circumscribed Exploitation during its heyday. Which is why, whenever returning to San Francisco, I automatically go to extensive Exploitation section of my favorite video store to rent stacks and stacks of videocassettes. Each film I watch is delicious, pleasurable, making me, dare I say, nostalgic for that blip in film history which I was not old enough to appreciate when it was active.

Recently though, I’ve noticed a kind of sensationalism in big-budget films since the events of September 11th.

In 2004, the movie Day After Tomorrow came out—its movie poster showing a post-apocolyptic New York landscape: the city and its buildings submerged in a tidal wave. The other month, I Am Legend was released in theatres; a story about one of the last men on earth, surviving in a zombie-infested New York City. In the movie poster, the actor Will Smith is walking the cracked and filthy streets with a collapsed Brooklyn Bridge behind him. Most recently, in early 2008, the film Cloverfield came out, the trailer for which features the Statue of Liberty standing tall. With her head torn clean off.



Again, films are reminding us of the era in which we live. Hollywood is exploiting New York and 9-11, and our fear of all that is packaged within that catchphrase (the rubles and fire and disintegrated body parts and grief of it all). I’m not sure what to make of this phenomenon or where it is going, but it’s obvious to me that New York is the new trendy setting for films about destruction and impending doom. For now I’ll call it New-Yorksploition, and nurse the queasy feeling that this new film genre knots in my stomach.